Hey everybody,
I haven't posted in awhile but things hasn't really got any better...a litte run down on my situation...
She broke up with me bout early nov 04. and we have kept contact and things looked good for a bit... then after her trip away for 1 month ( we kept contact during her trip via e-mails ) but when she came back things turned for the worst.. I mean afterwards were were still hanging out but almost every other time we hanged out we'd get into some sort of argument ...
So about 2 weeks ago I met up with her to return somethings and she had some of mine, so we had lunch shopped around a bit and then I took her home...
Anyway later on we got into a argument about like how she is treating 'our' relationship or whatever is left of it... we argued and it got really heated and really bad comments were thrown at each other... so me always felt really bad about what I have said and e-mailed her and try to explain the situation in a calmly matter because the fighting was getting no where...well she replied with the entire convo copy and pasted and saying this is why we are not together etc. and this is the end of the convo. and don't reply... I replied 2x but got none in return. I wished her the best and everything and left it at that.
so far its been 2 weeks and we havne't contacted each other I know she has been avoiding me on the messenger by not coming on. But we have online blogs and I can see she comes to check mine every day to every other day...
My question is should I just stop writing on it ? and just disappear for awhile? like not let her know whats going on in my life?
I just wanted to vent sorta because I talked to my friends about this and basicly they say move on, but they don't understand the difference between a 5 year relationship & a 6 month relationship... its very hard to move on from this... I thought we were going to get married have a family everything... and then it all comes down...
plus from the other thread I can really relate about being spring/summer coming I've become sadder everyday and everyday I wake up I think about her. Thinking what a idiot I am to let this happen...
So far I haven't gone on a single date nor have I made any new 'girl' friends because I guess after being a relationship this long I am new to all this still... and its been almost 6 months
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