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Thank you everyone! I'm so lucky to have this person in my life. I love him more than anything. We've both had very hard times this year and it weighed on our realationship to the point where we were wondering if we were here just to be here, or if we were really here because we wanted to.
We never fell out of love, just had some hard times, and some things happen that made us realize that we belong together.
Now if I could only convince my parents of this. He loves me so much and I love him the same. Since our hard times this year, we both had to move back in with our parents. My mom likes to but into my business and tell me how to live my life. She disapproves of the situation and us getting back together. I wish she would just look at the smile on my face and think that was enough.
I mean, since we got back together (this is going to sound cheesy corny and dumb) but my face actually hurts because I haven't smiled this much in a long time. Why can't she just except me and him and let us be happy?
We are working right now on getting our jobs in order, some bills payed, and some stuff handled so that we can move out again very soon and not have to deal with this bullcrap anymore. I hate that my mom is making me feel that I need to choose sides, him or her.
But I love them both and I won't choose sides, all I can do is make myself happy, which is with my bf, and if she doesn't like it then that's okay, but she will still be around if I need her, she's my mom she has to be.
So yeah I guess that's it, I'm so lucky to be in love (probably everyone wants to slap me for that last part...sorry!)
Nan
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