[emotionsmessmeup]

ok...5 yr relationship..20th day or so..
I am the dumpee..
now when i stopped chasing him..he calls and says i miss u...blah blah blah
and when i dont react..he cries..
He left me to date others....coz i was his first love...and he was confused..
I know he is probably talking to these other women..
He goes like..I am here..I know I will come running back to u.
U haev to understand..how will i know u are the best till i dont look around...
this n that right..
all that made em so weak and finally i started partying..etc. etc. made out with a new guy on new years..
and i stopped chasing and expecting him...
and now he calls...
i just dont know wht the hell to do..
he aint asking me back or anything..god knows wht he wants..
I mean I will always have this soft side for him..
and who knows in months to come i might wanan get bck with him..if i realize he is a stronger man..
but i am trying to get out of it..and i cant if he tells me he is missing me..
wht do i do..