[BettyBoo]

have been goiong out with a married for two years. He is separated from his wife 5 years so I did not break up their marriage. He is filing for divorce at long last as I told him I was not going to continue going out with a married man. However I really feel fed up at this stage as it all seems at times too much baggage. I want to get married and have a baby and I feel time is ticking away. His wife is a nightmare and I dont think the divorce will be quick but rather a long drawn out affair although he thinks it will be sorted quickly after Christmas.

I was hoping we would get engaged at Christmas. I have made a decision that if he dosent propose by Christmas I am going to finish it. I love this man dearly but I dont want to stay in this situation. I know I am lucky as many women are with a married man who is still going home to his wife. But it is really hard still as she is still his wife and it gets to me at times.

I know if I break up with him I will be heart broken . Sometimes I wish I never met him.....Does anyone connect with what I am on about.

I am feeling pretty depressed about it all at the moment. sorry.

You stated "I love him dearly, but I don't want to stay in this situation." I think if you feel that way you should end it. If at some point he does get the divorce and he is free and so are you, then if theres anything still there then maybe you all can be together. He needs to get his life sorted out before he can make one with you or anyone else. Good luck.


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