PORN ADDICTION!!! HELp!

laila

no, not me. ok so Ive been with my bf for over a year now. we have great relationship.. everythings good and fine.. and then, one day, out of nOWHERE... while in one of his rooms at his house, i find a WHOLE SH*T LOAD of recent porn: magazines, videos, dvds, the whole 9. omg, there were millions! i try not to be the snooping type, obviously im not, since its been a whole year now since ive found it, but im SO SHOCKED! and totally disgusted! not disgusted at the porn itself, well somewhat but just the fact that there were so many. and in varieties. *sigh* i mean, i really wouldnt care if he made it obvious from the start instead hiding a SH*t load. Like one or two lying around somewhere. because i would have never thought. I havent said anything to him yet about my discovery because im so lost and confused.. because again, it was shocking. i dont think its insecurity cuz i am very confident in myself physically and very much satisfied and my bf is as well. but why?? at first i was extremely pissed and wanted to rip, tear, and break everything in sight, and scatter it in, out, and around the house while he was at work. eventually my evil thoughts cleared out of my head. anyways.. but then again, i dont, in a way, want to embarrass him with his obsession.. should i be mad? should i feel bad? how do u react to something like that? what do i do/say? its just too much for me to deal with in one day. id appreciate the opinions and advice. thnx.

-LaiLuhh