[bjtjh34]

Hello, i must say that i have never done this kind of thing b4, so here goes, my fiance left me for another man about 2 months ago, she suggested that we try 2 b friends!!!, i said ok because i still loved her at that time,

Well as you guessed, it never worked because we was very angry at each other, well the person who done the dirty has got to project their guilt and blame someone for what they have done, have they not???

anyway i digress, as i said earlier things turned unpleaseant to me, she kept on having a go at me on the phone, EG: me decorating the place, throwing all the things out we built up 2gether, learnig to drive, getting rid of the old 3 piece suite and buying a new 1, you get the idea!!!

Well that night she had a go at me on the phone, i told her that i didn't want to be her friend no more, then i hung up.

So what i did was type out a 13page letter of a4 paper of all the trouble that we had in our relationship, i text her to meet me, she did 10mins later, we met up, i did not stay to talk to her, i just cycled up to her and threw the piece of our history together on the floor at her feet and told her in the letter never to contact me ever again, turned around and went, i thought out of her life 4ever.

that was 1 month ago, guess what? you guessed it, she phoned me and said that she still had things of mine, now remember she has had these things of mine for 2 months and they could have been thrown out, i said to sling them away in the bin, we chatted for about 15mins, then hung up, i thought that was most unreal, so i text her to see if she wanted to go 4 a coffee, as she had the day off work, her reply was could she get back to me on that later, so i text back and said ok, well i thought nothing on it and went about my usual buisness, i went out and never got home till nearly 8 that nite, picked the phone up and had a missed call from her,

Then i text her if she called and she said yes, then she asked if i still could still go for a coffee, i thought she was on about another time and day, i said ok, when? she said 2nite as she had long day at work the next day, i said ok, then she said to meet in 15mins, well we never went 4 a coffee, we went for a walk in the nearby park 4 nearly 2 hours, we chatted about general things, not the relationship,

she walked me home and the we said goodnite 2 each other, i thought this was 2 good to b true, then i went into my place and text her and asked her if she wanted to come back 4 a coffee, and guess what? she text me back and said when? i said now, she said she will b around in 15mins, i could not believe my luck, anyway she turned up, general chit chat again,

She went home after an hour, she said that she would text me again, i thought nothing of it and i went to bed, i was just about to get into bed when i had a text from her saying thankyou for the coffee, i said your most welcome, i thought 2 myself, i'm going to milk this 2 c how far i can go, so sent her another text and asked her if she wanted to come back for another coffee, she said yes, i thought wow, she turned up and stayed for another hour, by this time it was half 12 in the morning, she went home again, i offered her another 1, she said that she was in bed with her pj's on, so i said to her, "l take it that is a no then" she replied that she didn't say that, well i had a brain storm, lets go for a walk in the park with our pj's on, she turned up with her normal clothes on, but i was in my pj's and we went for a walk, she said that she never had time to brush her hair, we left each other again at 02:39 that morning, with her laughing at me.


Told her that if she wanted to come again and have a coffee or a chat she knows where i live, text her that i was grateful for the time we had together. she said thats ok and 2 take care, then she will text me again soon to go out for a coffee or walk.


Now my dilema!!! 4 times we met that nite, 7 and a half hours we spent together as well, Please can some 1 tell me from there point of view what this means, i don't want to build up my hopes for nothing, as i have just restarted to rebuild my life without her, many thanks.

Lumpy1