OK...just had to share...I love being engaged to the man I love, I love doing things for him, and trying to overcome my issues and be a better person...and I love planning our special day in Fiji.
I never thought I would be so excited about a)getting married b) actually being a bride and planning the big day...but I am! I have to make fun of myself in this regard, because in the past I have teased others for being such girly girls!
We'll be marrying in a little chapel by the sea, with about 20 of our close friends and family there with us... A Fijian choir will sing...and Fijian warriors will escort me to the chapel. Then afterwards, we'll have sunset photos, and then dine on a Fijian feast. The next day we'll fly to another island for our honeymoon.
I am having a beautiful slinky dress which I am getting made.
Mum and I are making placecards, and the guestbook etc...and I am making some welcome notes for our guests, and taking over candles for the ceremony and also reception.
Aaaahhhhhh....OK feel free to tease me too... or, anti-marriage campaigners, feel free to rain on my parade if you wish (sinner, and samson, I'm not mentioning any names here..

) ... regardless, I am happy.