one of the guys i thought was really cut finally starterted paying attention to me. We spent hours on the phone and i went to his house. he left for vacation and when he came back things were different. Knoe i feel like i'm the one pushingf him to talk to me. i have to think of topics to talk about on line and acouple of times he won't even answer me. over the time we talked i completly fell for hin and know the thought of him makes me sad. i keep woundering y i'm not good enough and i just can't stop thinking about him. please help me find a way to get over him cuz its stating to drive me nuts. he was the perfect guy and its killing me that he's not mine
