Well...for a day it seemed like business as usual...but today...once again...I did not hear from her. Even though the last two nights (Thursday and Friday) she fell asleep on the phone "with me." I text messaged her today to tell her about Reagan...and I actually called her cell phone and left a message..which she did not respond to... The last two Saturdays, her fiance has been off. So, it appears the new plan is ignore me when he is off. Which is funny, because I told her that I try not to call when I know he is off and they are together, and she asked me why...and said that was silly. Doesn't seem silly to me...two weeks in a row she has ignored me... so I will not be calling her again.
I really enjoyed riding the Metro home and seeing couples hand in hand, arm and arm...kissing, etc. Made me really depressed...
Next time you're on the Metro, notice all the people sitting alone.
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I expect to pass through this world but once. Any good, therefore, that I can do or any kindness that I can show to my fellow creatures, let me not defer nor neglect it, for I shall not pass this way again.
When you're driving a red Honda, you notice all the red Hondas. Doesn't mean there are more of them - just that your perception has changed. If you go about thinking 'everybody is in a wonderful relationship but me' your eye will turn to people who 'prove' your theory.
If you have any hope of her having any respect for you - stop living for her - start living for yourself. Tell her you love her, but you love yourself too much to be on this roller coaster, and to call you if/when she's done with this other guy. Then do it!
Well...I mad her unhappy...and then called back to try to fix it... didn't work...it only made her more unhappy...so she is leaving me alone for now...
I somehow in a 10 minute period managed to irritate her twice. First time, I don't know how...she wouldn't tell me...the second time and please all you President Reagan fans...understand, I think he was a great president...he was my favorite...but I saw the images of the hearse streaking down the interstate, and it felt very OJ Simpson chase like...I don't understand the media's need to show everything in great painstaking detail...and I work in the media...and have a degree in it...sometimes I just think they go a little overboard...and that made her unhappy...so I have done well today..
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