[AnBeLa]

ok, so.....i asked my boyfriend to move out b/c i was unhappy with our situation, (details in my other thread "make up break up or give up" ) now it has been three days since i have talked to him and i can't stop crying, i cant eat, i can't sleep, i feel sick to my stomach constantly. i love him so much....but it wasnt working, we were fighting all the time.....i miss him all the time....the nights are the hardest....all i want to do is talk to him but i am afraid of pushing too hard.... i want to try again but i think things have just gone too far.

Sigh. please someone help me. i hate being this depressed.......i try to go out and do stuff but i still come home and cry. i just want to know what he is thinking. he called yesterday but i missed the call, when i call him back he was at a friends house and said he would call me back.....he hasn't called yet. what the hell???? im sick of feeling like this, i just want to know one way or the other what he is thinking. please help

[AnBeLa]

alright i broke down and called him. he sounded happy to hear from me and apologized for not calling. he said he needed time to think about things. he said he missed me. i told him im going to see a councilor and that they also have couples counsiling if he wanted....he said it would be nice if things could work out but he still needs a little more time. has anyone ever tried couples counciling when they werent married? did it work? is it a good idea?