[cortez002]

Ive been on this site before and helped it helped for a while and kind of wished i had kept checking it. i took some advice from this forum and it truly helped alot but unfortunately i just couldnt bear the time apart from my girl. we got to the no physical contact part and that was it for me. i totally cave in everyday and call but i made a solid decision to let her look for me tonite. she's really young (20) and im 24 and we lived together for 2 yrs under f**ked up circumstances at my familys house which i think did most of the damage. regardless i still love her and hope i didnt make a mistake in telling her i didnt want to be around her anymore....she still comes out often through mutual friends but mostly mine and i guess the girl never felt what it was like to be young and she needs that space.....im giving it to her now and hope all the things she said to me were true........till she comes around...if ever....i'll be on this site.....any advice would be great.....my head is F****cked and i could use some words of encouragement.

[hurtingandconfused]

How about F**k her you don't need her. That would have helped me when my ex broke up with me.

i made a solid decision to let her look for me tonite.

Why are you playing games with this girl? I suggest you stop all contact. All this girl is doing is play with your emotions.

i still love her and hope i didnt make a mistake in telling her i didnt want to be around her anymore

What mistake might that be?? I do not see one. You made the best decision for yourself.

i guess the girl never felt what it was like to be young and she needs that space

Ya right. Let her be. Let her find her happiness.

space.....im giving it to her now and hope all the things she said to me were true........till she comes around...if ever

Comes around from what? She's perfectly normal. And it sounds to me as if she made the right decision. (She's not back with you, that is why I say that...atleast thinks it is.)

Be strong fight your temptation to call her. Let it be and let fate decide your destiny.