[sjkx19xmxpa]

I need some advice hardcore.

I have been with this girl for 4 years, since I was 14 years old.
I should say a little about myself first so I can get a better response.
My family is into everything, one of my uncles is the GM for the pittsburgh steelers and my entire family
is known by the entire city.
My other uncle was the principal at the highschool I went to.
I was a brilliant kid, but I got in trouble so much. I mean things normal kids wouldnt even get detention for I would get suspended for 10 days. I lost so much time in school and couldnt keep up with my homework so I dropped out and got a job. My ex was a straight a student on honor roll and the national honors society.
And I always like an idiot around her and she always thought she was smarter then me.
Needless to say we still went out for 4 years after this, and it was great I got my GED and made plans to go to college this fall. We went on vacations to Niagra Falls, the Flordia Keys, Miami Beach, Myrtle Beach, Tampa, Erie.
Well we had a party on new years eve and I ended up getting drunk after drinking a bottle of 151 and got in a fight everyone left even my girlfriend except for this one girl, and as soon as I shut the door this girl had her close off and next thing I know its morning and I am naked and she is next to me. Well my gf broke up with me but we got back together and I never told her about what happened that night.
We went to Florida and had a great time. When we got home I purposed to her and she said no, it was a 9 grand ring. Well you guessed it we broke up again for about 3 weeks then got back together. A week went by and we broke up again, this time I had gotten drunk and choked some guy who was hitting on her on night long, I got kicked outa her house and she tried kissing him through the glass door right infront of me. IT broke me apart, I tried calling her everyday for 2 months after that and she wouldnt hear a single word I had to say and wouldnt give me closure. She just said dont ever call me again you drop out looser, she said she doesnt love me she hates me. She said she cheated on me once also. I still love her so much I mean I am madly in love with her, I dont know what to do we had so many memories and plans and dreams.

I know if we could get back together again I would never do anything stupid like get drunk and start fights and I would treat her like a queen, but I cant even get her to say a word to me.

What can I do?
And why wont she even talk to me?
Whats going on in her head?

Please advice needed.

[MistakenName]

Uhmm..seriously? She probably doesn't want to be with a guy that drinks bottles of 151 and strangles people, but thats just like, my opinion man.

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Originally posted by sjkx19xmxpa
What can I do?

you have much better chance of no contact, no emails/im/sms/calls. avoid her as much as you can. what you had is not real anymore, she cheated on you once , ...and thats ok, what makes you think she wont do it again? try creating a list of things you dont like about her.

Originally posted by sjkx19xmxpa
And why wont she even talk to me?

She might be using the no contact policy too, and trying to move on without you. pursuing her will only push her away.

[hurtingandconfused]

it was a 9 grand ring

As you begin to learn about true love you start to realize that money has very little meaning to it.

She just said dont ever call me again you drop out looser, she said she doesnt love me she hates me.

Seems like she's really upset. Let her cool off. If you continue to harass her, she will be pushed away even more.

What can I do?

Nothing really.

And why wont she even talk to me?

She's furious.

Whats going on in her head?

No one but your ex knows the answer to that question.