[aznboiritehurr]

Background info about me:
im a sophmore in highschool
Turn-ons: asians, *im asian too, what can i say*, decent looks, shares same interests i do, kind, honest, ez to talk to, IS CRAZY ABOUT ME
Turn-offs: Smokers, drinkers, bitchy, gold digger, slut, cheater, wears too much makeup, flirts way too much *good thing, and a bad thing, she might lead you on*
Alright, there is this one girl * lets name her, Trace* i liked for a month now... and well NOW im trying to get over with her, i'll start telling you the whole story:

A friend of mine invited me to this chinese lantern festival... and met her friends... one of them is Trace...
we all socialized, until the festival was over... i called my bro to pick me up from the festival *im only 15, still cant drive yet*
and the people were packing up the whole place, dismantling the chairs, etc.

Thats when i talked to Trace for the first time..
couple days later, we started hangin out at the malls with her friends and such, just being friends...
the 3-4 time i met her, we went to the movies , and we started to talk alot, flirt a lil..
but the 5th time, me and Trace went to Watch a school play, and she wanted to invite a guy-friend she hasnt seen for 4+ years, and it so happens that her friend is also my friend... Them 2 have been talking online a lot, especially flirting....
From then on, i had a feeling that she is starting to have a crush on this guy *was i jealous? a lil bit*

that was the last time i saw her, couple days after the play, i found out that her school has a Tolo, and guess who she asked out?
the guy friend....

now i feel like ****, im starting to think that she possibly is just leading me on, so im trying to get over with Trace, and im trying to not talk to any of her friends and the "guy-friend"
i dont want it to happen like this, i feel like a loser, but now its up to you guys to help me fix this problem..

Not only this, ive had tons of similar problems like this in the past... im getting scared that perhaps Every girl i get a crush on will never be with me!

Am i too early to start quitting? Should i leave it as it is?