[flossie22]

Hi guys, i am new to the group. Ok, so basically i have been dating my boyfriend for 9 months. he is the greatest thing that has ever happened to me, the first healthy relationship. I have always had drama in relationships int he past and guys that havent treated me well. with this guy, and i have always been so happy when we are together. the thing is lately i have been experiencing a lot of anxiety, i am seeing a therapist and i am on medication. One thng that has always remained so far in our relationship is my feelings for him, and if anything, when i started having anxiety i feared i would lose him because he wouldnt understnad. howeve,r he has stuck by me and i feel as if i dont edeserve him. Lately i have been having these obsessive thoughts about whether or not i reallylove him. i feel as if i do but for some reason i am uneasy. i guess becausei have these doubts and i dont want to hurt him. Im not sure if they are just fears or anxiety connected to my disorder, or if they are truly that i am falling out of love. when we are together, i love the time we spend togehter, but im afraid im gonna start having those doubts. it is not as if i have any desire to be single and i know he is the only guy for me, but i worry as to why i ever think these things. if someone could offer some comments i would really appreciat ie it.