[monkey00]

today was a weird but fun day in a way.
all the mistakes i made with girls in the past, i was able to surprisingly NOT DO ANY OF THOSE.
i was a cocky & funny guy for the most part today, dunno what took over me.
but i think it gave positive results...

i was pooling today with a friend, we were teasing each other a lot and what i decided to do she would do too. we were play hitting each other, but she didnt even try to injur me at all...just lightly.
she went to another country during the break and when seh came back she had a refreshing different look, her hair and shirts basically.

she even brought up the answer if i had gf's before i said "yea", then she said how much?
i didnt answer her..hehe

i remember when we were walkin in the street she mentioned something about herself acting like a guy. then i said "who said that?" then i said "hm..maybe i did in hs when u were always being aggressive?"

she mentioned something about her butt and face negatively...but i dont really remember how i responded when she said those....
now that i got back home, i think she was expecting me to compliment her and tell her she was pretty. although i dont think i'll ever be able to tell her that she looks pretty, or compliment the way she looks. #1 i dont find her physically attractive #2 i only consider her a friend #3 basically im just not interested in moving further

an hr after i got home she called me to ask me if i needed the bio textbook for class i said yea...she said she was gonna lend it to me for this semester and sell it the semester afterwards.
i dont remember when/if i told her i had a bio class...

i'm pretty sure her interest level in me has risen since yesterday/today
but anyway i'd rate her a 6

so u guys think she likes me?....very awkward that this kinda stuff can happen in only 3 hrs...
and if she does...do you think it would be honest of me to "date" her even tho i dont feel the same?
or pursue other girls that im more attracted to instead?