[Mr_Knox]

About 2 1/2 years ago I broke up with my Fiance' and girlfriend of almost 4 years. There was no one defining reason why I broke up with her tough.. I was just tired of fighting all the time and I was emotionally exhausted. I didn't want to spend the rest of my life married to someone who I was constantly in battle with. So I decided that if I wasn't going to marry her then I shouldn't string her along. So I did it. I regreted it from the day we broke up to the day she left and still do to this day. I have thought about her every day since then. She will not come back and has moved on and I have accepted that. But that doesn't make my feelings for her go away. Thoughts of her get me really down and I can't even stand to talk to her much less be around her. It's too hard for me. I want her back but I cant be around her because it hurts but the feelings of her are still there which hurt as well.
By the way... I have not had another gf since. I have dated a few people but nothing seems to go anywhere. I think it has something to do with these repressed emotions for her manifesting into some undesireable personality traits. But I don't know what they might be. I do know I'm still feeling a broken heart and I still love her. What can I do?