[dreamy7]

[font=times new roman][/font][color=blue][/color]OK guys here is the deal. I have been married for 6 years. it has been an absolute mess since day one. So we have decided to call it quites. Life is to short to be unhappy everyday. Now for the last year and a half I have had my eye on the guy at work. We are both Truck drivers. We have been flirting back and forth. The desire is so thick between us you could cut it with a knife. He is has been married for 25 years. He has worked at the same place for 20 years. He is very shy and is a great person. From what I know of his wife she is very controlling and calls the shots. He has two boys that are both grown up and gone. We have taken a great interest in each other. We have kissed a couple of times. The last time we kissed he said that "He is afraid of getting hurt." Don't you think I should be thinking that. If he is afraid of getting hurt, maybe he really wants to make a go of this but is a little scared. But he still comes to me. And everyday he smiles more and more at me and comes around to talk with me every chance he gets. I would never hurt him. We have it really bad for each other. I know that there must be something wrong/missing in his marriage for him to stray. From what I know , he has never ever cheated on his wife. He married at 21 and he is now 45. I am 34. It seems to me that he really wants to get seriously involved with me. 20 years is along time to just throw out the door. So I am trying to figure out what he really needs or wants. I will except the fact that he is married ,but am I ready for a big let down?