[imsolost5979]

Hello. I recently broke up with my girlfriend of two and a half years. It was my idea. First i should probably tell you that we have seperated 3 times prior to this but only for 3 or 4 days.

I decided (or at least i thought i did) That this summer would be my summer of fun before i go to school. Also me and her had been fighting so much lately about everything that it made me think i wasnt in love with her anymore. And we are both going to college next year, but they are only 15 minutes apart.

I told her that i think we should just be friends and she took it really rough. I was upset it was a bad scene. That night i was really upset and got drunk and fooled around with this girl. I know this was a stupid thing to do. But the days after this after not talking to my ex girlfriend i began to think about her. And think how much i love her.

She found out about the girl i fooled around with and told me she still wants to be friends, but does not want to get back together. I love this girl so incredibly much, I dont know why i always run away from it. I sometimes feel like i would be missing out on things if i have a girlfriend. But then when im not with her i am so lonely and i realize that i made a huge mistake.

She took me back three times before, but i dont think she would ever do it again. I would do anything for this girl. But i think my chances with her are over. Are they? is there anything i can do? Im so lost. All i know is that i love her and i dont want to hurt her anymore.

[Starlight43]

if you love her. keep proving to her that you love her because if she EVER does take you back you can expect it won't be for a long time. but if you truly love her, you'll wait for her and try as much as you can to try and prove you do.