Grown-up Family and siblings

christin_123

I found that as I grew up, I become lonely and helpless. My only brother lives with his girlfriend and is not willing to listen to me anymore when I am feeling lonely( I am really sad about this). I am not an out-going person and my aunt, uncle and grandma won't care for me any more although I grew up with them. In a suddent, I feel the whole world leaves only me. I talk to my aunt, but she changed the voice she used to talk to me. She won't listen to me anymore. I feel that I really grew up and I am helpless. Because I can feel that my family won't give me any love any more, because of this, I often are depressed and I am hoping to find my love, but I am a very ordinary looking girl. I know every guy looks for beautiful girl. Also, somebody likes me, but I think he is not my type(too old). Very depressed! The whole world is suddently so different as before.