[Zeegagge]

So my girlfriend of 3 years and I recently moved to an island in the tropics together. We had been planning this move for over a year. In the last few months she started talking more and more about how we should break up. I didn't want that so tried to stop it but nothing was working. Some days she would talk about breaking up, others she would be all lovey and all over me. She eventually said we would move to the island together and be together down here at least at first. Well that didnt even last a week. We broke up a few days after we got down here and now Im stucking staying with her at our friends place. Have to be around her even though we're not together and we cant flirt and play like we used to. I see no chance of us getting back together. She wanted me to stay as her roommate to make it financially easier on both of us but I cant handle this any more. I have to go but I have no idea where. Im in intense emotional pain and I cant show it. I want to break stuff, aaaaahhhhh.......