[lovekillsslowly]

Hi All ~ I'm really feeling the urge to call xMM today and I am trying to fight my way through it.

I keep telling myself that if I call he will simply not answer or he will take my call and tell me that he is busy working and will call me back later and that call will never come.

So in order to not break down and call him I'm trying to remind myself of all the things he said to me that I believed at the time and now know that they were just something he said in the heat of the moment that most likely he never meant.

So I'm asking all you former OW's what are some of the lines you heard from your xMM while you were involved with him.

Here are a few of the ones I was told -

"I want to wake up next to you and smell you on my sheets, I want to cook with you, I want to clean house with you....I want to run away with you."

"I wish I could carry you around in my pocket while I'm at work"

"I wish I could pack you in my suitcase and take you with me" (in regards to going on his family vacation)

"I miss you already and I'm not even gone yet"

"I'll be thinking about you the whole time I'm gone."

"I enjoy spending time with you."

"Nobody makes me want to f**k like you do. Only you do that to me."

"I've wanted you for so long."

"Someday you and I are going to be on that white sandy beach with that clear blue ocean. We may be in our 80's and in wheel-chairs but we will get there someday."

"They're playing our song" (this was said to Clay Walker's "Fall")

"You've made me feel things I thought I'd never feel again. You brought me back to life. You make me really happy. And for that I thank you."

and my all time favorite - (drum-roll please) - "Damn girl you fit like a glove."

What a pathetic fool I was to believe any of that! It makes me sick insdie of myself to think I was that STUPID!!!

I asked him one time "did you ever mean any of those things that you said to me????" And his response to me was "well I meant them when I said them."

Gee - that's like writing a check and the check bounces and so you tell the business owner "well the money was in the account when I wrote it." LOL!!

My sisters favorite from her xMM was when he told her "I will love you till the day I die." Well guess what???? He's still alive and he's not with her anymore!!!

Pigs I tell you!!! They are all a bunch of Pig F***ers!!!!

And I'm the IDIOT who believed the P.F!!!!