I'm 16 and I've dated only one guy. i dated him for a year and I broke up with him a week ago, because I thought he would be happier cause all we did was fight unless we we're together. He would alwys tell me that I was always sitting on the side lines and never would step up. But he was mad cause I would show up to things late and stuff over and over and he really got sick of it. but heres the thing. I have a BIG family and if I want to do something then the whole family has to changes plans so i can follow through with my plans and so things would always change and i'd have to tell my bf that i couldn't do stuff or i wouldn't be late. and he didn't like it. I always told him that it wasn't my fault things just happen and he told me that he knows but he still always said that I was sitting on the side lines.
He told me I couldn't dye my hair and put pink, blue or other diff colors and he freaked out and was mad at me for like a week cause i tricked him to believe that i got a lip ring.
He would drive me CRAZY telling me what to do.
And one night I was feeling really sad and then we started fighting and then i broke up with him. He tried to make me change my mind and tell me he loved me but i was so sad/mad that i told him i was breaking up with him. I hurt so bad but i kept thinking "he will be better with a girl and happier" and then a week later i started msking plans with this guy and he is gunna take me out on a date and i was so happy cause i was gunna date someone diff. but then the next day i felt hurt. i want my bf back. i miss him so much!! Every song I hear It reminds me of him. I try to move on but I always go back to the times me and my ex shared. i hate going to a store cause me and him did crazy stuff there lol. i hate walking on a side walk cause it reminds me when i almost killed him lol, i know that sounds bad but he's still alive lol. I just miss him so much. Everytime I lay to sleep I feel him next to me but when i look over theres no one
i miss his smile and his eyes. i miss seeing him happy and jumping around lol. i miss his touch and his kiss. but most of all i just miss him holding me and us talking together. Why cant i get over him? why!? He drives me crazy and tells me what to do and we fight all the time and he has no sence of humor. so why cant i get over him??!?!???
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