[Untouchable_Fire]

So, Yeah last night sucked. Again. I've been on a string of fairly bad dates the last month. For some odd reason they have all been single moms. Now, I've had a few long term relationships with single moms, so I know this is probably just a random streak. It really doesn't feel like it though. Here is what has me irritated at the moment.

If your last BF was an super abusive ahole... why have kids with him?

Why is scheduling a date like pulling teeth?

It bugs the crap out of me to be sneaking out of a bedroom at 4am so the kids don't see me!

Why have 3 kids with 4 different guys?

I just get sad when a kid says something like "are you my new daddy?"

I don't like paying for a babysitter when I didn't get a chance to negotiate the price! Why does my offer to pay for that mean it's going to cost $150!

Finally, if your kids are your whole life... Why bother dating at all? I'm not looking to be something special right off the bat... but I'm not going to permanently be second place to another guys kids.