[Aksion]

Finally understand what so many of you have been telling me since I started coming here.

Some days I'll wake up and be fine, thought of her still in the back of my head -- but still, I'm fine.

Some days I wake up and can't seem to even function right. I just seem to get up and I'm angry with her -- disgusted at the thought of having to see her again.

Nights -- well, I know many of you all know, just are so lonely. I miss her, but at the same time, I wonder if I just miss having that companionship..

So yeah, after ignoring the warnings about this 'rollercoaster', its hit, and it really is terrible.