please help me with my daughter!

zingy

my God i am starting to feel that she is literally slipping away from me/us!!

the last couple weeks she has been extremely stressed out with all that is going on with rayanne next door and sonya next door.

she confessed to me that she slept with that kevin three times now but that she feels so guilty about it cause she loves geno???

i know she is young so i can excuse that for her age, but i just don't know what the hell else is going on with her.

i suggested that either the zoloft 50 mgs that is on is either not enough or she needs something else..

she is very very depressed and emotional, crying all the time, biting every bodie's head off, not wanting to be around anyone or go to work or ANYTHING!

all the classic symptoms of a major depression to me, but now i can't seem to get through to her to do something..

i also wonder if maybe she don't need meds..how can i tell for sure?

i know she needed them before cause she swings so much from one extreme to the other and is doing that again now but more towards being angry alot of the time and crying so much.

when she wants to she confides in me with tears of total frustration then just that quick she can bite my head off.

i don't know what to do, i feel a sickening heavy sensation in the pit of my stomach that something is seriously wrong with her, either her mind or in her body..

does that make sense? i tried to talk her into going to the 9news health fair cause they do a blood test that screens like 32 different things.

she refused to go, she bit my head off about that too..
she says she is just sick and tired of everyone telling her what the fxck to do, what not to do and nobody will just leave her alone to live her life!!!

i don't know what to do can you help me here?
i'm scared for her..

twice today i talked to her and she seemed fine one minute then hung on me cause i wouldn't run over there with diapers for vince.

i was sorta pissed that that kevin was there and he couldn't walk to the store for her.

she finally told me that they don't have his size, which i believed, but still she hung up on me..

then i told her a minute ago then i would ask "daddy" as she calls him, if we can run some diapers to her..

she said "thank you" and hung up on me...!!!
gosh i just don't know what to do anymore with her..

i know that she smokes pot and she must of been smoking earlier cause she was surely laughing and in a very good mood then..

i don't think she is doing other drugs though but i am not positive about anything anymore..

she has so many things going on right now, with no car, no friends now except one and fighting and all the crap going on next door, and she missed her friendship with rayanne..

she says how much it hurts her to lose her friend ship, though we both know she wasn't much of a friend for treating her the way she is now cause she is mad at her for kicking her out.

instead of being mad at her and talking to her she just totally dumped sarah.

i can see rayannes hurt too, but still it is hurting sarah and i am concerned about sarahs pain not rayannes pain though it is quite sad for both of them, ya know?

anyway...what do you think? i was thinking of talking to her dr. but her dr. is my old dr. and does not like me anymore cause i called her stupid one time and walked out of her office.

sarah has an appt. on may 2nd with her but that is a long time away yet for her to have to go on feeling this way.

she thinks maybe it is PMS cause she was on that depo shot and her periods were so messed up that now even after about 5 months total since the shot she has not had a period..

she gets all the PMS symptoms but no period.
when i get the diapers i am going to get her some PMS RELIEF stuff to see if that helps anything.

you know that pamprin stuff, to see if that could help her any..

i can't even talk to her to reason with her about anything and i feel so dammed intimidated by her anger and her behaviour that all i want to do anyway is leave her alone..

let me knw what you think of this please!
now i have to ask ricky to take me up there and he is not going to like this either.

i could drive his car there but he has a rental cause his car in geting the heater vent fixed so no one else can drive the rental and he is real stickler about it and i don't blame him but i will have to listen to him not be too happy about it either...

i feel like pullin out my hair now...on top of all this my sinuses are killing me, i go to the dentist at 7:30 a.m.

i have no more truck to do my route in, i missed two days of work at target from all this pain..

i'm going to call my dr. tomorrow to see if she can see me to give me something or look and see if i have a sinus infection.

on top of all of that ricky is now the only one with a car and will have to pick up sarah and vince from home then take him to day care then pickhim up and bring them home.

he already has said he does not want to do this all week long and i don't blame him cause neither would i..

so the whole world is falling apart and sarah is taking the lead of it all..

geeesh what a mess huh?
any suggestions???