I am dealing with a person who I hace been with since
Highschool.He's my first love. HE is now with someone
else. I still love him. We still talk

He also has kids with her and one child with me.
We still are seeing eachother but he lives with
her. Meanwhile, he comes to see us whenever.

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What is it you want help with?

You name is [color=darkred]teardrops[/color] so I assume you are not happy about this situation.

What do you want from the relationship? Do you want him in your life romantically? Do you just want him to be a dad to your child and have no interaction with you? Do you want him to leave you alone?

I couldn't stand that situation. Personally, I think you need to decide where you want to be in six months, one year, and five years and start planning and working toward your goals, and I don't think your goals should include this guy - except as it pertains to your child.

Move on with your life and find happiness. Be a good role model for your kid by setting an example of a strong and independent person who doesn't settle for being used and hurt. Get some counseling to help you get through this - we all need some help sometimes.