[seangp]

sorry if the following is messy but i'm in a rush and i've been meaning to do this for some time.

i've talked to my girlfriend many times about the issue because my mom even annoys her. but i would like an outside opinion from an unbiased source such as you guys.

the issue is i think i hate my mom.

i got a job to help support myself, but they cut back severly on hours. im trying to get another job hoping to at least work 20 hours a week. my mom tells me every day i need to get a job. i already have one and i'm trying to find one. she knows this...
oh yeah, she doesn't work and uses my step dad's money to do whatever she wants.

my parents bought a house in florida. she now regularly goes there because she loves disney world. im left at home and the dogs wake me up at 4 in the morning. when school was still in, i was miserable. i had to drive in and risk getting detention several times. i told her how much it sucked yet she said i needed to learn responsibility. that's not responsibility, that's just bull****.

my room is pretty messy at the moment and it really annoys me. i'd love to clean it but i'm a very independent person. everyday (no exaggeration) she tells me to and gives me some bull**** ultimatum that if i don't do it some horrible event will happen to me. i know you're probably thinking "grow up" and just clean your room. but you know what? when your mother tells you "clean your damn room or i'm going to do it and you won't like that" three times a day... the fun of cleaning just isn't there anymore. i told her several times that i would love to clean it but i don't like being told what to do. immature i know...i think it's rational. she thinks my excuse is total bull**** and nothing annoys me more than that.

lastly. whenever i do try and make things better i talk to her, but to literally every sentence that comes out of my mouth, she replies with , "WHAT?" i'm sorry if i'm a littttttttle annoyed at having to say everything twice. once she hears me she asks irrelevant questions about the topic to try and start conversation and "bond." no, put in some real effort and maybe it will work. worst of all, is when she comes back from places like florida. IMMEDIATELY as she walks in the door she starts shouting "DIDN'T YA MISS ME SEAN? I BET YOU DID." several times. don't guilt me into missing you because it won't work.

i'm pretty pissed as you can tell. haha. i'm just asking for your analysis on the situation.
thanks.