[jamie]

i know i have a jealous streak and sometimes push my boyfriend with questions, and today was one of those days.
i asked him why he tells his assistant about our business, meaning what we did for mothers day or what he got me for my birthday, etc.

i asked him why does he have time for such idle chitchat about our personal business while he brushes me away half the time claiming to be busy and i know that he is.

well he finally blew up at me and said that the conversation he was having with me took longer then the conversation with her, and was yelling at me when he said this, then yelled "FXCK YOU!" and hung up on me.

we have been together for about two years now and it seems that this is the way he handles things when he gets mad at me but it is not that often when this happens.

so as long as i keep my mouth shut and dont make any waves we are okay, so do you think this is right? was i really that out of line by pushing the subject?

i dont know what to do, i feel really hurt to be treated this way because it does not happen that often so i am just not use to it i guess.

we were suppose to go out to dinner, i was suppose to pick him up after work but instead i came over to my friends house and now here i am on this board and he has no clue that i am not coming and i really do not even give a damm.
am i wrong for standing him up after what he has said?

we live together so i have to go home sooner or later but prefer later. is it wrong to feel this way? i just dont know how i should feel, i feel hurt that is all iknow for a fact.

i will appreciate any advice here, jamie