[SoundTribe]

My ex and I broke up on September 3 of this year. She lead me on for a month with promises that we would eventually get back together, that she just needed "space" to adjust to college life. I complied initially, and never contacted her. She would contact me every two or three days to see how I was doing. Towards the end of September she told me she was going to the beach with 3 Sigma Nu's and 2 of her friends. From there I just lost it. I told her that I hated her, that she was a whore, and that she would end up alone just like her mother in the end. We haven't spoken since that day of September 30.

There is a lot of bad blood between us and I despise her and I really just want her to fail at life. But for some reason I feel like I should apologize. I don't want to jeopardize our NC.

Any thoughts?

[westrock]

Originally Posted by SoundTribe

I told her that I hated her, that she was a whore, and that she would end up alone just like her mother in the end. We haven't spoken since that day of September 30.

There is a lot of bad blood between us and I despise her and I really just want her to fail at life.

Those are harsh words that should never be said to anyone.

Yes, apologize.

[Rafa]

It's a shame you lost control. I would apologize but definitely do not expect to ever get her back after that.