I don't know why because I moved on, am in a really great relationship, but I just can't get over the fact that that douche did me SOO wrong!
Every time I look back because a conversation would remind me about something I did with him it, I would remember something he did that I didn't catch on to back then at that moment and then I always go that ass hole! I hate him! I can't believe he got away with that, I didn't stick up for myself and looked like the idiot gf!
example: new years, out in the city with him and his obnoxious party friends who have a distaste for me b/c I am of course at the time a wet blanket, a sour apple, the gf of fellow party animal, who brought their gf to new years! And I just remembered him making bird calls and laughing hysterically. I wouldn't mind but laughing hysterically because I didn't know? and now I do and it kinda really pisses me off. I'm sure I'll remember another one soon. Guess its time to make new memories but why do I even care