[TalkLikeLion]

I posted in here a few weeks ago, hopeful that I would get him back.

Now I've pretty much made the assurance that he hates me. Because I'm over emotional and depressed. I don't know what to do, guys. I've been dealig with these horrible feelings since we broke up but they just won't go away.

He blames me for everything. Despite every cruel thing he's said to me, he blames me. All because his ex was crazy, and so I take the blame.

I just need support of some sort. I might have Multiple Sclerosis, I tried to kill myself the other day, and now I'm getting blamed for our breakup on my emotional insecurities. He's making it all so much worse.

I know you guys will have something to say about this horrible, hollow, pained feeling that comes from losing a love. Please guys, I'm desperate here. the pain is getting to be too much, and he is just the icing on the cake.

[broken87]

all i can tell is that no one is worth you taking away your own life. Don't keep your feelings bottled inside. Talk to a friend as much about your feelings as possible. If there's no one that wants to hear the same story over and over, write it down. That's what has been helping me cope with my break up. Every time my feelings become too much, I write everything I feel and think. When you have so much bottled inside you feel nothing but confusion and you can't think straight. By writing what you feel, you can analyze things better when you are more calm and make the right decision and work on how to make your self feel better. I hope this helps.