[missmypixy]

My girlfriend and I met at work about 8 months ago. I quickly took to her and asked her out. She politely declined, stating she goes to a juvenile group home and the process to date her would be ridiculous. Of course we continued to work together and our love blossomed undeniably as we spent time outside of work when she could manage to get around her school. We fell in love in a very short period of time so it almost felt surreal, but I knew it was reality. Then the day came. We were at work, she got called up to the office. She came down, tears in her eyes, and I asked her whats wrong. She said she was having problems with her family back home. I said that I was sorry for her problems and that I hope shes OK. 10 minutes later I went outside and she was waiting for me. She said she had no where to go until her school picked her up because she got sent home due to being upset. Well we hung out and to this date that has been the last time I've seen her. I thank god we had a chance to kiss each other good bye. The last time I heard from her was last Thursday morning when she told me she loves me and to have a nice day. I went to work that very morning and was confronted by an employee stating that they heard shr got fired and apparently she was on camera stealing money from another employees purse. I flipped out because I thought it was bull since I had just heard from her that morning, however others had the same story. In that particular situation, there is no way the camera saw her do it. They only know how long she was over there. She did not do it, I guarnantee that. Now she is gone, I don't know where she is. Its been a week today since I've heard from her. I assume she is awaiting trial because she committed a pretty serious crime. I know somethings wrong because she hasnt tried to contact me at all, I assume she is on her way to juvie because shes only 17 years old.

This hurts me sooo bad...we were so deeply in love.This is WAY to abrupt of an ending and there is no closure at all. It would be in humane on her part not to atleast get ahold of me some day. Is it worth it to keep hoping that I'll hear from her? Every moment we spent together felt like it was meant to be. I have been depressed and feel like I've been in a dream for a week. I just dont know if I should move on. I have a feeling I may never hear from her again...not if she went to juvie...she'll be too embarassed..

I just dont know what to think anymore.