The same man that's taken 3-years to tell me he likes me is now promising me forever ... repeatedly. I've secretly liked him this whole time and how the hell can I not be happy about this? Every time he tells me he loves me, I melt. And he does so repeatedly so I've been walking around like a fool the past few days. I'm like mush inside and I am so not complaining because I never thought I can feel this way again about anyone. But this time, it's different. This phase will probably not last forever, but I'm secretly hoping that with him, it does.
So here I am on a stormy Saturday morning, waiting for him to wake. I thought to start a thread dedicated to all the new lovers and the old alike.
All his terms of endearment are so swee. He calls me "princess, sweetie and baby"... princess is my fave
I catch him staring at me sometimes... that just makes me flutter inside.
He's always touching some part of me when we are together, even in public... my hands, my hair, my foot... something. It's very sweet and it doesn't go unnoticed.
He tells me things like.. he has "fallen for me".. he's "so into me".. we are "perfect for each other".. he "loves snuggling with me".. A couple weeks ago I heard for the first time "I'm so in love with you!" I melted.
I love watching him sleep, feeling him breathe, the rise and fall of his chest. I love his smell, his touch, his sensitivity.
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I'm wearing his shoes and it still doesn't make sense.
I'm married and have been with my wife for a few years now and she still inspires me like the first time we kissed (we met online, so the full effect wasn't felt till we got together). She has this way of whining that would make me scream from anyone else, but with her, it makes me smile (or even laugh which really gets to her). I find myself staring at her and just wondering how the hell a guy like me got so lucky. She can brush her hair a certain way, smile a little crooked, or even just touch my arm and I want to attack her and kiss her madly.
When the passion isn't overwhelming, there is also this comfort that I love. I'm okay with my life for the first time. I know that I've found the person I was meant to be with and I love trying to make sure she feels the same way. I think the comfort can even be better than the passion sometimes. It's contentment.
i still love the lil things atm too like the way he says hello, when i hear his voice my smile shoots across my face and doesnt go for hours after we stopped talkin on the fone. Also when i catch him watching me while im nodding off to sleep and when we're on cam. together n im doing my work he knows i keep looking at him so will blow me a kiss or poke his tongue out at me... hmmm hes just so perfect lol
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We have been through some ups and downs, both of us have been under a lot of stress independant of each other this year. We live a long ways apart.
Yesterday we were bantering back and forth in our usual stir-each-other manner via text when I took a pic of me holding up a note that called him a funny name that he sometimes calls me, something that would be equivalent to, say, calling him a nitwit lol. I could just about sense him scrambling to find a pen & paper at his work (he would have been on a construction site)...and a pic and name came right back to me. He held the note just below his nose so I could see his twinkling eyes of mischief looking at me over the top of the note. That's how we are with each other.
While I was laughing my head off about his return 'insult', another pic came in from him. He'd gotten a new piece of paper and written Ti Amo on it.
Also when i catch him watching me while im nodding off to sleep and when we're on cam. together n im doing my work he knows i keep looking at him so will blow me a kiss or poke his tongue out at me
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Originally Posted by HisLove
Yesterday we were bantering back and forth in our usual stir-each-other manner via text when I took a pic of me holding up a note that called him a funny name that he sometimes calls me, something that would be equivalent to, say, calling him a nitwit lol. I could just about sense him scrambling to find a pen & paper at his work (he would have been on a construction site)...and a pic and name came right back to me. He held the note just below his nose so I could see his twinkling eyes of mischief looking at me over the top of the note. That's how we are with each other.
These things make me feel much less crazy. Thank you sooooo much for sharing.
__________________ Dr. Thurman: And how did you feel, being denied these hungry, hungry hippos? Donnie: Regret.
She used to bite me. I hated that but now I miss it... Ironic, ain't it? We also used to fight, not literally but just for fun and she headbutt me once. Those are things I will always miss.
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"How beautiful love can be.
On the streets love is hard to see.
It's a place I got to be.
Loving you is loving me." - Common
I miss my Sweetness and I miss being called Petheart. I don't think any other woman will ever claim that nickname again. She is one of a kind and a part of me still prays that she will realize that the man of her life and heart is here for her.
There's a holiday where I'm at and the free time's got me thinking about my love. Random moments of bliss ...
when I look extraordinarily unkept in the morning on webcam, hair all frizzy in a samurai knot, no make-up, and he sits back in his chair, takes a breath, and says, "You are so beautiful. How did get so lucky?"
He woke me up today, my morning, his night, and he just got back from a very long day. It was the day after an out-of-town business meeting and so he had a mountain full of work waiting for him. He said the one thing that he thought about all day that made him feel better was how the extra money he's earning is going towards our future home.
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Thank you sooooo much for sharing.
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