Do I have some sort of mental problem because I do not like my own mother. I feel absolutely nothing for her. It requires too much energy to even waste my time hating her. I feel only anger. She's opinionated, racist, talks too loud, does care what she says or who may hear it. I cannot begin to count how often in my lifetime she has embarrassed me in public.
I have a brother and sister she has done the same to. I hate Mother's Day because I have an awful time finding a card to give her. The same with her birthday.
If she does anything to help either of us she never lets us forget it and never mentions the things we have done for her. Her grandchildren don't like her. She says she does not have money, but never misses a trip to Tunica.
Somebody please please tell me if I'm going to hell for breaking that honor their mother and father one. I just want her to leave me alone. I'm tired of the constant nastiness from her.