[CantGetOverIt]

some of the real physical cheaters??? I feel like Im crucifying myself worse than some of the people who post on here about intentionally and physically cheating on their spouses and committing adultery. Im still so full of remorse that I cant sleep or eat right. Im so tired of putting myself on the same level as the actual "cheaters" when most of them dont even seem remotely remorseful...I know what I did was wrong but I realized it and stopped being stupid. Why do I feel so guilt-ridden when my H completely forgives me and tells me he could never leave me over something like this???

Dont get me wrong. Im not saying I shouldnt feel bad for the mistake I made. But Im crying all day, I cant sleep, and I dont want to move off my couch. I just want to get over this so I can be the wife my husband loves to have around. He still wants me around but he's worried about my mental health and I feel bad about that too.