[StateOfHope]

I will start at the begining so you all can get a glimpse into my world and help me out.

James and I met in November of 2006. We were on and off till jan.. of 2007. Thats when I moved in. When I moved in with him i just left a guy i was living with and it was rough. I still talked to my ex and said things I shouldn't have said to him. Thats when James started to message a girl he worked with. They talked about things they wanted to do to each other. I caught him and he said he wouldn't do it again. Well he did it again. So i started to talk to other guys. He went back online where we met and talked to other women so i did the same with guys. It was not good. We both love each other. i moved out in november and moved back to Iowa. I have been here since and got a great job at Harley Davidson and love it. James and I have been talking and sorting our problems and willing to put everything behind us because at the end of the day we still love each other. I am scared to leave my family and have them mad at me. I am supposed to leave in the morning at 8am to go back to oklahoma. James and i have been talking and he keeps saying there comes a point in everyones life that you need to chose the man you love because thats your family you want to start...

Does that all make sence.. do you think I should go back... or stay.. why or why not?