[ninjaturtles]

s ..i am desperate
My boyfriend and I split a month back. We were together for 5 months or thereabout, yes not very long as i have been in much longer relationships, but trust me i believed this was the start of something special.
I am 21 years and he is 21 as well. We cared about eachother so much or so i thought. We had a friendship aside from our relationship,, i trusted him and he seemed to value me so much.

We indulged in sexual intercourse, he was my 2nd and for this reason i feel so attached to him. I cant believe he would leave me like this and behave as though i was so insignificant.

He works in newcastle, and I am in reading(uk). He is on a placement there for a year, we had already made plans to be with eachother etc.

Anyway he has not contacted me since the breakup.
I wanted to write him a letter, telling him about how much pain i feel, and how much i trusted him . I gave myself to him, cooked for him, loved him. I did with him, things i was not wiling to do in previous relationships.

I am not trying to win him back, i just want to post to him this letter and tell him i am moving on.maybe i should send my photo as well for keeps? But i am moving on..I just want him to know how i feel as although he knows i did not want the breakup, i did not show too much emotion regarding the way he hurt me.

Pls dont tell me to write it and burn it.

opinions plss.

Thank you so much.
Sally