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I suffer from depression that only gets worse when I don't exercise. Eating foods with refined sugar (which I LOVE) also can send me spinning into a depressive spiral--the more sugar I eat, the more I crave, the more weight I gain, and the more depressed I get. I cry, I can't get out of bed, I can't do my work, I don't see any point to anything.
Antidepressants did not work well for me, and the side effects were unacceptable.
I found that when I give up foods with refined sugar AND exercise vigorously for 45-60 minutes daily (breathing hard, pushing my limits), my depression lifts. It may not leave completely, but it lessens so that I can have energy, focus on my work, and even feel hopeful for a moment or two. On some days, I'm even somewhat happy.
My motivation to exercise is so that I can have those moments. When I want to have cake or cookies, I can resist them only by reminding myself that this moment's enjoyment of a sugary dessert will turn toxic very quickly.
Every morning, I have to remind myself that exercise is MY side-effect-free antidepressant pill and if I don't take it, things get bad very quickly. That's usually enough to get me going.
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