I meet with my ex recently. Our love for each other is mutual and still very much alive. He has changed, matured, getting serious about his future and marriage. His situation is complicated and at the moment he can't be with me. I tried to move on, have a good job, travel, trying to keep in shape.
But haven't found anyone yet. For "some reason" we both keep coming back to each other and can't break this connection.
I use to cry everyday because I imagined he moved on and forgot about me. I found out he never did, and felt the same way I did.
He feels he made many mistakes and now wants to redeem himself.
We had issues, many but we both realized we were so wrong.
In the one hand we both know that no matter what our love for each other has endured many trials, but on the other I still feel doubtful to let him back into my life. Ive recovered from all the pain he caused me, and truly forgiven him but I'm not sure if I should give it a chance.
All my threads are about him, and some of you won't like what I wrote.
But believe me when I say, things are so different for him and for me.
Life has hit us both hard. He has matured so much, and is so serious about changing to become a better, correct person...it's impressive.
Everyone makes mistakes and there comes a point were we choice the right way or stay the same. He has taken the first path and I would like to still share my time with him.
I always have this in mind. What if he truly is the one for me and if I don't let him back in my life I will loose him forever and the chance of happiness.
How can I test him to know that he is real about doing things right?
What should I do? This decision is final, I don't want to wast more time and stay confused. Moving on without him has been torture but I've managed.
Now I just want to make a real intelligent choice for my future.
Because if its him, I will marry him..Im ready this time.
Ill appreciate all of your comments.
Linear Mode
