[emmaUK]

other day me and my BF were having dinner out and he asked me if i had ever had anything disturbing happen to me in the past.... i wasnt sure if he meant sexually or not so asked and he said "well anything disturbing"

i thought for a minute and then remmeberd a time when i was 11...
my mum used to take me roudn a friend of hers house and this friends brother was round there sometimes... he was in his late 30's early 40's id say.
one day i was out in the hallway that led to the apartments and he came up behind me and put his arms round my waist and kissed my neck a couple of times.... at the time i knew i didnt like it and felt pretty sick about it and kinda was worried that he fancied me but i said to myself that he couldnt possibly fancy me as i was a kid and he had a wife.
after that tried to avoid going round to my mums friends house.

i remember i wasnt sure if it was right or wrong so i wrote a letter to a problem page of a magazine and was going to send it off, i left it in my drawer but when i got home from school it was gone.. i knew my mum had found it and prob thrown it away. she didnt mention it though and neither did i.

one day i put on a top that was a little low cut and my mum told me to take it off .. iasked why and she spat "u may get men KISSING YOUR NECK" ... i felt ashamed and sick but i wondered why my mum stil wanted to take me round there so felt maybe i was wrong in thinkin he was perving

and nothing else was said about it after that

id kind of forgotten all about it till my bf asked if anything disturbing had ever happend to me when i was younger.

do u think he was perving on me or do u think he was just being kind of father like n cuddly... i know it made me feel sick but to this day i still dont know.

what do u think??