[ShoeGirl]

My ex sent me an email today inviting me to his graduation party that is this weekend, and I don't know if I should go.

Here is the dilemma:
-We broke up last fall because he is gay (news to everyone) and has a boyfriend. I know about his boyfriend and he knows about me but we have never met face to face. I don't know if his boyfriend will be there because my ex hasn't come out to his parents yet, but I don't know how I will react if I were to meet him.

-I have moved on, and from what I have heard he still thinks that we will get married someday (still haven't figured that out).

-He lives with one of my best friends and her husband in their house, when I go over to see her and he happens to be home he acts really strange, no one can figure out why he does that. so I don't know how he will act toward me if I go, even though he invited me

-His mom has always called me the daughter she never had, and she still does, I still talk to her on occasion, he doesn't know that I do. She may have told him to invite me, and he listens to everything she says.

-I really want to see his whole family again because they were more of a family to me than my own for 3 years and I miss all of them. If I don't see them now I might not get another chance for a long time.

-I don't think that he will ever be completely out of my life because I am close to his mom and his aunt (I was basically her live in nanny for 2 summers), and his roommate who he has been friends with for 10+ years, is one of my best friends.

-I want to go and be supportive of him, he had a hard time getting through college and I am glad that he made it.

I am torn, there are good and bad for both options, I have been thinking this over all day and I can't make up my mind so please tell me your opinions. Thanks!