[rose45]

I have only been with my b/f sexually so it bothers me that he has been with other girls..that he has someone he can compare me too bc its natural to do so, just more experiences, more life experience with relationships..and i almost feel that maybe some part of someone would like it if the other person has less experience b/c they dont have to worry--how was that b/f etc

and my b/f is outgoing--one time talking about the gym came up and he said he would go up to someone and start talking if he was interested, why not(before me of course)...it just bothers me soo much even though i know it shouldnt that he has that type of personality where he is very social and just able to go up to some girl..and makes me insecure of maybe that could happen or he might start up a convo innocently and it can turn to something else...does anyone get what i am saying? it makes me mad/jealous he has all these experiences...or if we pass a restaurant and he says he has been there..it makes me wonder with who, and also now he is thinking of that person.
what do i do..i almost want to make him jealous at times.