Not what I expected

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I Have Been With A Mm For About 6 Months Now, And Things Have Been Pretty Serious. I've Heard All The Same Stuff Like I Love You So Much, Can't Wait To Be With You, And I Wanna Spend The Rest Of My Life With You. Of Course I Give In And Believe That This Is True And Hope That We Could One Day Be. Although The Catch Is, He Still Lives With The W.

He Constantly Assures Me That He Has Told Her That He Dosen't Feel The Same For Her, And Loves Someone Else. Like Always He Says Once He Gets Things Together He Wil Leave, Sounds Familiar! Beacuse Of Recent Court Issues He Has To Stay At That Adresss And Will Find A Place If Hs Own.

Anyway, We Speak Often Now That We Are 400 Miles Apart. Everyday Still Telling Me He'll Come Up Here And Be With Me Soon. As Until Lastnight Things Were Okay. I Came Across Some Info That His W Had Written. Stating ( In Her Words) How Can You Tell Someone You Love Them And Still Do Wrong Behind Their Back. Written 4 Days Ago I Must Mention. Once I Saw That, I Knew It Had To Stop.

What Was I Doing To Her And Myself For That Matter. I Saw That He'd Been Playing Both Sides.

When I Approached Him Of This, He Immediatley Got Defensive And Started Yellling. Telling Me How Messed I Was, And Didn't Trust Him. That I Have No Idea What I've Done And He Dosen't Need Someone Like That In His Life. I Was Shocked Honestly His Reaction Wasn't What I Expected, But It Also Opened My Eyes.

All I Could See Was Pure Guilt And That Is How He Chose To Deal With It. It Honestly Opened My Eyes, It Does Hurt In It All Though.