[Haste the Day]

Recently I was diagnosted with OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder). Now around last September I had the best relationship I've ever had. She literally (I think) was the one. *But she broke up with me. All this time I thought it was her fault. But after reciving proper treatment for my OCD (60mg of Prozac and .5mg Xanax) I have realized what I did wrong. I think she broke up with me becasue I was trying to be the perfect boyfriend. Always calling her. If she didnt pick up, I'd keep calling her until she did. If she was mad at me I would keep calling her every 1/2 hour until she picked up so I could talk to her (which in theory makes sense but if shes mad at me I need to give her "space") Now Im not a different person, but a changed person and I think I should tell her what I think and that we should try again.

*Note: I left out most of the details becasue I want to get to the point but if you want more just ask. Also Im not a crazy person, just obsessive, I love(d) her with all my heart.

[amaysngrace]

I don't think she was the "one" as you put it.

My BF has OCD. Plus he's an alcoholic to help him cope with the obsessive compulsive. It has been a difficult road with him. Dating him caused me a lot of back and forth thinking on whether or not to continue.

But we are still together. Because I love him. And I accept ALL of him.

She doesn't sound very nice to me, your exGF. And I certainly wouldn't want someone who can be cruel to be the "one", ya know?

I don't think it was meant to be with you two. If it were she'd have been a more understanding girlfriend. At least how I see it.