[ryan05]

Seriously. I don't mind excitment or suspense, even little unknown suprises, good or bad. But honestly, my life right now is so damn confusing right now, its hard to make sense of anything at all anymore.

It's sad when you don't know whether to be sad or depressed, angered or happy.

When 3 of the most important people in your life have suddenly moved away.

When you've just gone through a divorce and not 3 months later you're in a relationship with someone from work who is leaving the country in 6 months, and you are severly falling for her. And you have NO IDEA how she is feeling or whats going on through her head.

When you're living on your own for the first time in your life, at the age of 28, and your brother wants you to move half away across the country with him. And you want to but you don't

When your X suddenly wants to become best friends with you because she realizes how good of a person you really are and doesn't want to lose you.

Sorry for the rant. I had to get it out.

I'm done for now. No need to comment.

[tanbark813]

You, sir, need a beer.