Hate is such a strong word. I don't hate him, just starting to dislike some of his behaviors. Our relationship is platonic but every now and then we get together for sex. We are so good together in bed. Lately he has been very mean to me. One time I mentioned his ex and he got upset and hung up on me - didn't talk to me for days. Last night we were talking and he mentioned a woman he used to date and made the comment that their relationship was nothing serious. I asked if he's ever had anything serious and he got all upset, asking if I think his life is a joke or if I think he's not capable of having a serious relationship. I was just asking because he is a known player. Beside the fact that when I met him he had a live in girlfriend, which he referred to as just a roomate. Yeah right! I just don't understand why he's so angry all the time.
He recently confided in me that he smokes pot and since his "roomate" kicked him out his marijuana consumption has increased. Do you think it's the pot that's making him so moody? Lately he has been asking me for $$, which I gave him to willingly. That has to stop though because I can't stand the way he treats me sometimes. Seems like he would be a little nicer to me considering how nice I am to him. As far as the $$ is concerned, I'm sure he's just using me and I'm too stupid to stop giving it to him. We were supposed to get together last night. He said he would call once he left the fellas house, which is by the way where he gets high. He never even called. I think he was still mad about the question I asked. I don't like the drug use either, but I'm trying not to judge him because he was honest enough to confide in me. We work together and he would be in big trouble if the job found out about the drugs. Our employer doesn't do random testing, but if he were to get hurt he would have to submit to a drug test immediately. I asked him what he would do if that happened and he pulled out a bottle of urine, which I'm assuming is clean. Gross, I know. I was shocked because he doesn't seem like the pot smoking type, but again I am trying not to judge him. I know this is rambling on and on and there is so much more I can add but I won't. Would love your advice and opinions. I think I know what you're going to say because I've said it to myself so many times - stay away from him because he's bad news.
Have you ever been so hung up on sex with someone that you accepted their bad behaviors or let them take advantage of you? I really am smarter than the way I've been acting.
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