Jelousy? Hatred?

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I have a girlfriend which is actually a single-parent because of an unfortunate relationship in the past. But I don't mind if she's already have a child and the child itself is just fine with me. That's why she's with me now as my girlfriend. All goes well on us with some little misunderstanding and fights but its okay. But one thing that makes me feel bad is something related to her past...

Whenever at some point someone or something reminded me about her past boyfriend (the one who gave her a child), for somewhat I had this feeling of anger. I don't want to be reminded about her ex-boyfriend Who just did it with her and made her life miserable after all of it. I sometimes got this feeling of jealousy and hatred over it. Even I try to forget it, I can't help it when feeling that way...

I don't know if I'm only exaggerating too much of myself coz of what am I thinking, or maybe I'm just over-sensitive to all of it... but I things for sure, I love my girlfriend and also her child. But thinking of her past with that guys really turns me on the negative side of my emotions... now, I don't know on how to balance what am I felt today...