[caring guy]

I've been dreaming of the love of my life, the time we spent in her country. Not just dreaming, but thinking, making myself cry & especially now at this time of year as we had so many years at xmas of fun, togetherness & love.
I send a text message & say hi, happy new year & happy xmas & i get nothing. Is it so unusual not to reply!
I dunno, maybe rose tinted specs are the word!
I have been thinking of her a lot, the good times that seem like yesterday!
She's in Hungary, i'm in UK.
I spent time there at xmas, so magical, i just want her back, i know what i done wrong some time back, but now i, i feel i can give her all i should've, but seems i can't & it hurts a lot!
She is the one for me, how i feel now, i'm not old, just in my 30's, & maybe i'll have the love of my life in future, but to me, she's the one i want! & can't & am upset alot!
cg