On my mind again
Well it has been a while since I have been here, as you may recall if youve read some of my other posts, I had asked someone out, well that turned out to be a failure. Since that time I have not really thought about being single till now, I had managed to keep all thoughts about dating blocked from my mind completely for a while, but now they have come back. Once again ive been thinking about being single and the prospect of being single for yet another few years and its starting to weight down on me again. I hate this feeling, I dont understand why it gets to me like it does. I guess what made me suddenly think about again is the fact that Christmas is coming and everyone has been talking about what they are going to get their sweetheards and what their sweethearts are gonna get them. I just wish I could get over this funk once and for all either by getting a date, or just by completely forgetting about it and not giving a rip about it, I know your probably saying just forget it, but its not that simple.
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