[silentalways]

when u have an addiction the only person that is really gonna help you out is yourself and today was a good and productive move forward. my doc got me on some anti's, which seemed to kick in right away, and we set up weekly testing. i got in a program regarding substance use and concurrent disorders and found a therapist for psychiatric and psychosocial issues. my f-adviser finally called, my home is now listed, car fixed - wow! and, i had to admit i was delusional! funny how a sunny day makes all the difference. hope this helps those struggling. if i can make a little progress anyone can. big love all.